Midsummer, I waved
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl
Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)
Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
None better
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl
if you pull too hard
then the string will break
and if you leave the slack
then the string wont hold
so how can we find ourselves
trapped in our own private hells
where we just scream
but no one can hear
x marks the spot where the dig begins
the treasure is found within the broken hearts
that are soaked with fear
fill the glass to the brim
and it will spill out
keep on sharpening the knife
and it will be so blunt
so how can we find ourselves
trapped in our own private hells
where we just scream
but no one can hear
x marks the spot where the dig begins
the treasure is found within the broken hearts
that are soaked with fear
to be at one with all your life
and do without doing a thing
dont try too hard to make a stand
or you'll miss the missing point at hand
so how can we find ourselves
trapped in our own private hells
where we just scream
but no one can hear
x marks the spot where the dig begins
the treasure is found within the broken hearts
that are soaked with fear
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So let me take thee with a chainsaw, (Chainsaw)
and take the glass against your wrists.
You know I am your worst nightmare
Oh how you love my bloody kiss.
But its time to die
(Your worth more dead)
Tell me your fantasies
I'll make you believe
That I really care
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So let me take thee with a chainsaw (Chainsaw)
I'll leave you like your father did.
I'll bite your lip, so fucking, so hard.
And watch the innocence just rip.
rip down your chest, and into mine.
Tell me your fantasies
I'll make you believe
That I really care
I'll look into your eyes,
I'll tell you all my lies.
As I take you slow.
So take your tears and go away
So take your tears and go away
A bitter ending from a slow decay.
So take your tears and go away.
And I'll sit here with a smile and a match.
The pain, she cried, the heartache.
The lies, she cried, the heartache.
The life, she cried, the heartache
And your life, she cried.
And the heartache.
i feel like locking myself up in my room, curling up really small and then screaming every last sound out of myself.while i bleed continuously inside myself to only be poisoning my body incredibly every single time i take a breath in or out.To be able to leave my body and watch myself suffer and be in the most pain known to the human race,its great, something i never thought i could do.Its truely a beautiful thing for emotions to have the ablility to torture and kill a person from the inside out.To make them break down, cry, scream and wish they were really dying,to show them a kind of pain they never thought was a possible to experience.To twist someones insides with emotion,bagage, and cruelty.Then, to hear the slightest hint of a beautiful voice, one you can only dream of,actually call to you,and suddenly all the pain you have ever suffered, and all the tears you have ever cried are erased and forgotten.the ability to do so is one of the single most amazing things,along with the experience of falling in love,i have ever known of.they are both of which what i find amazing ans stunning beyond belief.the human mind is completely incredible, something no one could ever possibly be able to figure out completely, i am totally awe struck when thinking about the minds capabilities.i honestly have no idea why i started thinking about all this,it kinda of makes me wanna learn much much more about myself and others.and instead of bothering you guys more im gunna say what i REALLY came on here to say....I LOVE YOU MARC!ALWAYS AND FOREVER PLUS ONEMORE DAY.ill never cheat on you babe, i will never do anything to risk losing you hunni.and i promise i wont keep anything from you,thank you for being with me, thank you for everything you teach me so much. and you mean more tha the world to me im always gunna love you...i wanna be everything for u your girlfriend, wife,baby's momma*lil giggle* and last but not least...your best friend, i love you marc i wanna be with you forever......and i hope you do too.*hug and kiss*your the best person ive ever known, your the bestboyfriend any girl could ever dream of.thank you for making me so happy, and making my life so great. i loveya!*big muuuuuah*
*~*carly*~*
